One Year Later
I've been meaning to post this, but kept putting it off. One year ago on November 3rd, our sweet Eden went back to heaven. In the past year we have laughed, we have cried and we have held on to the little memories we had while she was with us for that short time. Matt and I both got tattoos in her memory. Matt got one with a sleeping baby in the Lord's hands with cherry blossoms and her name on his inner forearm. I simply got her name with angel wings colored blue and pink since those are the colors for the pregnancy and infant loss awareness ribbon. There have been bad days and there have been good days. There are still times I cry over what would have been. To think that instead of being pregnant right now, we would have a 5 month old in the house. But it wasn't meant to be and we are so very excited to meet this new little person God blessed us with. The pain is still there, I think it always will be. It still stings whenever I think back on those few days when I